This is the second half of my journey and certainly the downfall. It picks up right where the first half leaves off, so you must listen to the first book in the series, My Journey from Stockbroker to Pornographer (Chicago to Bangkok) first.

This second half of my memoir starts out with me finding a sexy girl in a club in Bangkok to shoot naked for my new customer Larry Flynt, and we end up having a sexual relationship during the shoot, and she ends up getting pregnant and we have a little baby girl whom we name Bonnie, and then we end up getting married. She is the one who introduces me to a local amphetamine drug which you smoke, or chase the dragon as they say called Yaba, and it's downhill from there as my drug use progresses and I start smoking meth, and get jailed a few times, become broke, and end up doing those drugs for almost 20 years as my life spirals out of control.

I then move from Bangkok to Pattaya, Thailand and frequent this drug shack sort of a place, and have a relationship with another drug addict there, and we end up having a little baby boy whom we name Jack. It's at this time that I start trying to quit drugs by going to Narcotics Anonymous meetings here in Thailand and have been able to stay clean and sober for so far 6 years.

This story you're about to listen to is totally crazy and unbelievable, but it is what it is. You may not believe a lot of what you listen to here, but it's all true and everything happened exactly as is written. Dylan has a line in one of his songs and goes like this: "Who are you that I should have to lie?"