In this episode, Malik and I sit down for a real conversation about what it actually looks like to lead as young adults.

We talk about the weight of leadership, the reality of being Christian influencers, the pressure of being seen, and the difference between having a platform and having true responsibility. This is not a polished “we have it all figured out” conversation. It’s honest, simple, and grounded in what God is teaching us about influence, humility, obedience, and leading well before you feel fully ready.

For every young leader, creator, minister, or believer trying to steward what God placed in their hands, this one is for you.

Support the show

In this episode, we’re talking about what it means to live fully alive in Jesus — not distracted, not numb, not ruled by fear, and not stuck in unbelief that better days are possible. Life is too short to spend it chasing temporary praise, burying your gifts, avoiding obedience, or letting distraction steal the joy that is found in God’s presence.

This conversation is a call back to hope. Back to love. Back to awareness of the nearness of Jesus. From Martha being distracted, to Mary pouring out what others called “waste,” to Lazarus walking out of the grave, we are reminded that Jesus is not only the resurrection — He is the life.

Pouring your life out for Jesus is never a waste. Even if people misunderstand it. Even if it costs you. Even if it looks foolish. The only wasted life is the one spent apart from Him.

So if you’ve been distracted, discouraged, fearful, or feeling like you’ve lost your joy — come home. There is fullness of joy in His presence, and there is still life to be lived faithfully.

Support the show

In this deeply personal episode, I open up about receiving my diagnosis of OCD, anxiety, and depression, and the emotions that came with finally having language for a battle I had been carrying silently. As a Christian, I have wrestled with the tension between suffering and faithfulness: what it means to love God, trust God, and still be hurting. This is not a testimony of having everything figured out; it is a testimony of finding Jesus faithful in the middle of pain. I share the harm of a Christianity that dismisses real suffering, the freedom of recognizing that mental battles are not proof of spiritual failure, and the hope of believing in healing without demanding that it happen in only one specific way. Faith does not always look like being unbothered. Sometimes faithfulness is choosing to cling to Christ while your mind and emotions are weary. We do not follow an unwounded Savior, and we do not have to hide our wounds to prove we belong to Him.

Support the show