The Clown

The Clown: Part One is a raw and unfiltered memoir of growing up on the edge of St Helier. Told with honesty and grit, it follows a childhood shaped by hardship, loyalty, fear, and survival, where the line between right and wrong is often blurred long before it is understood. Set against the backdrop of working-class London, this story explores family, friendship, violence, humour, and the moments that define a man before he ever realises it. The Clown is not a tale of glamour, but of consequence — and how the choices made in youth echo through a lifetime.

Growing up on the streets around St Helier, life was never quiet and never easy. Nicknamed “The Clown,” a young boy learns early how loyalty, violence, humour, and fear exist side by side. Family bonds, childhood friendships, schoolyard brutality, and the pull of the streets shape a life that constantly balances survival and consequence. The Clown, Part 2 continues a raw, unfiltered true story of growing up where every choice mattered — and some cost everything. Gritty, honest, and deeply personal, this audiobook takes listeners inside a world few escape unchanged.